2003-05-31 - just wanna block it out
2003-05-31 - got a boyfriend?
2003-05-30 - new stuff, old stuff, new stuff
2003-05-29 - it's empty in here
2003-05-26 - adaptations
2003-05-25 - dirty dirty boy
2003-05-25 - the dreams are over for today
2003-05-25 - UN
2003-05-25 - something....nothing
2003-05-24 - lock me up
2003-05-24 - bread
2003-05-23 - alcoholic and very bitter
2003-05-22 - almost there
2003-05-22 - i WAS happy
2003-05-22 - hot stuff
2003-05-20 - F plus
2003-05-20 - F
2003-05-17 - another friday night, another party (uh huh)
2003-05-13 - slice me up some o' DAT
2003-05-06 - crap-hole (hyphenated)
2003-05-06 - um mm....bah?
2003-05-05 - cuz i'm a playa
2003-05-04 - duh..umm...blah
2003-05-01 - i'm everyday person
2003-04-28 - i almost forgot about you
2003-04-27 - more briefs...up and down
2003-04-27 - i'm just going to ignore my problems
2003-04-27 - need
2003-04-27 - fuck you
2003-04-27 - worse
2003-04-27 - so sad i want to die
2003-04-26 - the rarest occasion
2003-04-25 - feels like... amputations
2003-04-25 - Newtons third law of (e)motion
2003-04-24 - back in the pink
2003-04-22 - fsdk;ldfp;khjghj
2003-04-21 - old photos and letters
2003-04-15 - nothing will stand in my way!
2003-04-14 - this is who i am, all i'll ever be
2003-04-12 - the color of come-down
2003-04-12 - whatnight
2003-04-06 - peaked
2003-04-06 - there she was...
2003-03-31 - my neglected diary
2003-03-22 - spring break!
2003-03-20 - there's hate everywhere.....that's my least favorite thing
2003-03-18 - hate gone
2003-03-17 - let's go to war and kill a bunch of people
2003-03-15 - good
2003-03-14 - good times!
2003-03-13 - i didn't mean to get this fucked up, honestly
2003-03-13 - i only update this thing when i feel like crap
2003-03-08 - wasted once more in daquiritavile
2003-03-07 - lame-o-boy
2003-03-02 - falling versus climbing
2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.