2003-02-24 - tweaky bird
2003-02-23 - white lies, green goodbyes
2003-02-20 - how to become a junkie
2003-02-18 - god says...
2003-02-18 - i know all
2003-02-17 - amphetamine aftermath
1997-02-19 - good things that are bad?
1997-02-18 - no longer unsane
1997-02-18 - this is how it went....all went away
2003-02-14 - como se dice...fin de la semana?
2003-02-13 - it's like that...
2003-02-12 - you shouldn't be seeing that, you're looking in the wrong place
2003-02-12 - i'm a little wired...AHHHAHA!!!
2003-02-11 - coming back up
2003-02-11 - BORING
2003-02-09 - where did it go?
2003-02-09 - short but sweet sweet alcohol
2003-02-09 - wasted once more in daquiritavilee
2003-02-08 - how i feel as always?
2003-02-07 - whatever you want to
2003-02-06 - optemistic
2003-02-06 - i'll try
2003-02-05 - i'm sorry
2003-02-05 - what it says
2003-02-04 - my idol
2003-02-04 - life in a bubble of shit
2003-02-03 - it's what i want
2003-02-02 - i can't do it
2003-02-02 - my own existence
2003-02-02 - hey blue ocean eyes leaking
2003-02-02 - in love with elliott smith
2003-01-30 - GOODBYE!!!
2003-01-29 - still my friend!!!
2003-01-29 - grr
2003-01-29 - good i guess
2003-01-28 - lost life in lessons learned
2003-01-28 - please don't shoot the immortals
2003-01-28 - not by me
2003-01-28 - huh!?
2003-01-27 - fort knights
2003-01-26 - come out, come again.
2003-01-26 - turn to dust
2003-01-25 - magically malicious
2003-01-25 - lost it all from taking
2003-01-25 - the meaning of the word "is"
2003-01-24 - XO
2003-01-24 - freakin' out.
2003-01-24 - running in place while the earth rotates, see you soon
2003-01-24 - late late late, can't think straight
2003-01-23 - mono's all gone-o
2003-01-21 - past promises future failure
2003-01-21 - what a way to cut lengthwise
2003-01-21 - don't see
2003-01-20 - where'd you go? i didn't miss you
2003-01-19 - radioactive decay
2003-01-19 - O, R they?
1997-01-21 - throw some atoms together and GIMME!
1997-01-21 - i've already said it enough times
2003-01-14 - the gondola man brought us together
2003-01-14 - reunited
2003-01-13 - never enough hours in the day, never too many days in the life
2003-01-13 - physics nerd/politicianot
2003-01-12 - oops i did it again
2003-01-12 - venting all this feeling of such mediocre intensity i can't take it
2003-01-11 - the morning after
2003-01-11 - such a demanding friend
2003-01-10 - lamest night since...
2003-01-10 - never
2003-01-09 - thoughts and stuff
2003-01-09 - downdate
2003-01-06 - happy to be awake
2003-01-05 - woosh
2003-01-04 - still asleep
2003-01-04 - it's been a bad night
2003-01-03 - friends...how many of us have them?
1997-01-03 - crystal run part 2
1997-01-02 - i love you too
1997-01-02 - the REAL meaning of life, because you thought you knew
1997-01-02 - lonely leered options disappeared, but i know what to do
1997-01-02 - lonely leered options disappeared, but know where to go
1997-01-07 - apparently life is all about drugs
1997-01-01 - letting it all go....i mean, come off?
1997-01-01 - alone but not TOO lonely
2002-12-12 - goodbye pinkie
2002-12-10 - crappy crappy crappy, yes say it three times it means a lot more
2002-12-10 - 12 E.M.
2002-12-10 - assoff
2002-12-09 - sad sad, duh what the hell did i expect?
2002-12-09 - nobody nobody nobody no
2002-12-09 - dumped slash blocked
2002-12-09 - dumped
2002-12-09 - sick and studying
2002-12-08 - HAPPY 21 SAD
2002-12-05 - which will
2002-12-04 - undistract
2002-12-02 - lazee riter
2002-12-01 - bam baby.. i mean....

2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.

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