1997-01-01 - whatevert hehe ll
2002-11-28 - given
2002-11-28 - thanksgiving morning
2002-11-28 - sick and twisted but not at all hungry
2002-11-27 - briefs
2002-11-27 - i'm a loser baby....how does the rest go?
2002-11-26 - fuck fuck...say it with me
2002-11-26 - sick
2002-11-26 - i'm so OLD
2002-11-25 - minus one minus one plus one plus one... wait i'm lost
2002-11-25 - more blah bitch bitch
2002-11-25 - quckie....WHAT!?
2002-11-22 - intermission
2002-11-20 - me a poet? HAH! whatevert
2002-11-18 - i'm over there
2002-11-18 - plastic spoons
2002-11-18 - um, test? what?
2002-11-18 - crazy!!!
2002-11-17 - that's right says someone
2002-11-17 - chomp chomp chomp.....where's my pacifier?
2002-11-14 - i suck
2002-11-11 - that's not me anymore
2002-11-11 - bloo kangaroo
2002-11-06 - if...
2002-11-06 - up up and....
2002-11-05 - now i'm leavin' you alone you can do whatever the hell you want to...
2002-11-02 - all melty
2002-11-02 - muh...YEAH
2002-11-02 - talking to strangers
2002-11-01 - pink bunnies
2002-11-01 - back to the black
2002-10-31 - breakdays break me down
2002-10-30 - i can't tell where i am
2002-10-29 - tommy, can you hear me?
2002-10-29 - better than average
2002-10-28 - "they're not riding the white pony anymore"
2002-10-25 - this is what he said
2002-10-24 - rice rice is nice nice
2002-10-23 - crisi-tunity
2002-10-22 - wrong pills
2002-10-22 - what time is it?
2002-10-21 - sucky
2002-10-20 - yeah that's it
2002-10-18 - jack in the box is closed....wtf?
2002-10-17 - all sleep...
2002-10-16 - don't talk to me
2002-10-15 - PLEES
2002-10-14 - i just wish it had been me....i wish i thought of it
2002-10-14 - take me away from here
2002-10-14 - let me out
2002-10-13 - so drawing a blank here
2002-10-09 - grossie
2002-10-08 - linuxing
2002-10-07 - generic diary entry by me
2002-10-07 - damn COKE!
2002-10-06 - worked up so sexual
2002-10-06 - o-k-
2002-10-06 - i'm drunk
2002-10-05 - gotta break free
2002-10-04 - so much work
2002-10-01 - misundaztood...oops i mean misunderstood, silly me
2002-10-01 - i got there
2002-09-30 - whatever, can't think of anything clever
2002-09-30 - back to the real world
2002-09-29 - hear my thoughts on anti-perspirants
2002-09-27 - en guarde
2002-09-27 - homer defined
2002-09-16 - more shit
2002-09-15 - EYES OPEN
2002-09-15 - bullshit
2002-09-11 - worst episode ever!
2002-09-03 - on the rise again
2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.