2002-08-31 - fuck you
2002-08-31 - cruel words from a kind mouth
2002-08-31 - chuggin' tha haterade
2002-08-31 - looking around
2002-08-30 - still pissed off at the world
2002-08-30 - kill it like it's never been killed before
2002-08-30 - in my cell, with the door open
2002-08-29 - look at me please, i'm emo. i'm so so so cool, i can make you lots of money
2002-08-28 - e no love
2002-08-22 - no good, oh well
2002-08-21 - just a lot of bitching as usual
2002-08-18 - yay for experiencing the extremes
2002-08-18 - grrrrr...
2002-08-17 - sober....so so sober
2002-08-15 - happy daze
2002-08-14 - just woke up
2002-08-14 - yup yup, evil like dat
2002-08-13 - quickie...that's me
2002-08-12 - feelin' fine fuh-real
2002-08-12 - i'm breezy
2002-08-12 - so many mistakes, but who says mistakes are really so bad?
2002-08-11 - got nothing to put everything into
2002-08-07 - still kinda tired
2002-08-07 - still kinda tired
2002-08-07 - good night, finally
2002-08-06 - 58 hours and rising....
2002-08-06 - blurry and furry
2002-08-06 - trying all night again
2002-08-06 - needy bo-beedy
2002-08-05 - arg...arg....arg....arg
2002-08-05 - woah! ranting
2002-08-01 - fighting over a friend
2002-07-30 - emoting
2002-07-29 - had some fun, now i can't
2002-07-23 - can't sleep again
2002-07-20 - great update
2002-06-16 - ............but i was just a child then...
2002-06-14 - getting there...
2002-06-14 - sleep now
2002-06-14 - even closer
2002-06-13 - i never sleep dummy
2002-06-12 - emot-ing
2002-06-11 - cat dream
2002-06-11 - always and forever
2002-06-10 - what i know... i can't
2002-06-10 - physics is over
2002-06-10 - can't sleep
2002-06-10 - even better
2002-06-10 - doin' well
2002-06-10 - thoughts and more thoughts....keep going
2002-06-09 - i promise i'll be good
2002-06-09 - happy
2002-06-09 - momento
2002-06-09 - more on me
2002-06-09 - sex talk
2002-06-08 - GOD is good
2002-06-08 - one down, two to go
2002-06-08 - almost there
2002-06-07 - things and more things
2002-06-07 - thoughts about thinking
2002-06-06 - survey says...
2002-06-06 - i'm workin' my ass of here...
- i hate hate
2002-06-04 - the ways of the darkside are they
2002-06-04 - short and sweet....or i guess just short, as usual
2002-06-03 - e-thoughts
2002-06-03 - late fright
2002-06-03 - gone
2002-06-02 - room for me, for both of us...even if you're not here
2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.