2002-05-31 - short? what are you trying to say?
2002-05-31 - erg....muh
2002-05-30 - me and my brain
2002-05-29 - i'm not doing this again
2002-05-28 - sleep spent
2002-05-27 - could be better
2002-05-27 - ummmm.... :-/
2002-05-27 - just thinking
2002-05-26 - mitten!
2002-05-26 - it's my turn
2002-05-24 - quantum theory of time
2002-05-23 - just very lazy
2002-05-22 - cheesy
2002-05-22 - still trying...trying....trying.......
2002-05-20 - post-prom
2002-05-19 - quickie
2002-05-18 - bad night
2002-05-17 - did well
2002-05-17 - more to come
2002-05-17 - midterms
2002-05-16 - sing me
2002-05-15 - unforgiven
2002-05-14 - equilibria
2002-05-14 - lies lies all lies
2002-05-14 - overslept
2002-05-14 - he's baaaaack
2002-05-14 - stuck
2002-05-13 - i keep trying....i really do.
2002-05-13 - i know it's over
2002-05-12 - sukky
2002-05-12 - not sad, just confused and feeling kinda bad
2002-05-12 - again
2002-05-12 - nice to hate you
2002-05-12 - ldknhlkdaenfbvkjnsdfg
2002-05-10 - GOD NIGHT
2002-05-10 - problems from the past
2002-05-10 - over it
2002-05-10 - that's what friends are for
2002-05-10 - not again
2002-05-10 - sandman
2002-05-09 - what would you like ma'am?
2002-05-09 - can i borrow a dollar?
2002-05-09 - long, boring, all about me
2002-05-08 - don't bother me, i'm eating
2002-05-08 - unhealthy me
2002-05-08 - still asleep, go away
2002-05-08 - lots of thoughts before bedtime
2002-05-07 - sleepless in... my room?
2002-05-07 - i can't dwell, i need to do well!
2002-05-07 - chill yo
2002-05-07 - why bother
2002-05-06 - the race is over
2002-05-06 - oh the pain, the pain of it all
2002-05-06 - last year was a scary sad sulking....i miss it
2002-05-05 - went to a party
2002-05-05 - no longer the loner i once was
2002-05-04 - memories of my room
2002-05-04 - little frightened me
2002-05-03 - fuck tha po-lice
2002-05-03 - freaky
2002-05-03 - the usual
2002-05-02 - lazy bitch
2002-05-02 - what a day....nah not really
2002-05-01 - unfortunately happy
2002-05-01 - unfortunately happy
2002-05-01 - where i belong
2002-05-01 - finally did something
2002-05-01 - happier than usual
2002-04-29 - be sting
2002-04-29 - math......huh?
2002-04-29 - grey area
2002-04-28 - nor mal
2002-04-25 - pills are good....pills are good.
2002-04-24 - kill me
2002-04-24 - i never never never never....shut up
2002-04-24 - bound groove says \
2002-04-24 - nothing creative to put here
2002-04-23 - killing time...oh so inhumane-like
2002-04-23 - twelve
2002-04-23 - after yoshi's
2002-04-22 - the cure
2002-04-22 - try, cry, goodbye....they all rhyme
2002-04-22 - back on the rise
2002-04-22 - argh
2002-04-21 - i am nothing, nice to meet you
2002-04-19 - obscene in the in between
2002-04-17 - it's all over cuz it's on
2002-04-16 - too lazy to think of anything clever
2002-04-16 - 2 rights make a wrong
2002-04-16 - before coke...
2002-04-15 - quitted it
2002-04-15 - weekendend
2002-04-14 - no? how 'bout you?
2002-04-14 - DONE but not...
2002-04-13 - fun in the san (jose)
2002-04-12 - pre-sleep ramblings
2002-04-11 - attack my heart
2002-04-11 - so is me
2002-04-11 - too much nothing
2002-04-10 - freaky with you
2002-04-10 - love the hate
2002-04-10 - change?
2002-04-10 - change?
2002-04-10 - they just appear
2002-04-10 - the day is mine
2002-04-10 - "dizzy"?
2002-04-10 - uh huh.....no nuh uh
2002-04-10 - gimme some coke!
2002-04-09 - can't see me, don't see me
2002-04-09 - weakness
2002-04-09 - i glitter
2002-04-08 - oh stupid me
2002-04-08 - fix me, won't you fix me.
2002-04-08 - destruct
2002-04-05 - "leave me alone to wrap myself up in my fantasies"
2002-04-04 - apostrophisation
2002-04-04 - bedtime
2002-04-03 - the complaint
2002-04-03 - moneyless
2002-04-02 - enjoy
2002-04-02 - pay for the good
2002-04-02 - brought back the love
2002-04-01 - it's for you....some guy on ecstasy
2002-04-01 - need sleep!
2002-04-01 - the best
2002-03-30 - morning after
2002-03-30 - whateverts in NY?
2002-03-29 - aya goodie
2002-03-29 - road trip - AZ
2002-03-28 - noself
2002-03-28 - me the heartbreaker
2002-03-27 - trying is never enough
2002-03-26 - i think someone likes me
2002-03-26 - spring break '02 part1 !!!
2002-03-22 - off for a week
2002-03-22 - lucky
2002-03-22 - two seconds
2002-03-22 - holes hurt late night, unrest me
2002-03-21 - when will i learn?
2002-03-21 - when will i learn?
2002-03-21 - always just rambling, look at my rambles, they are so rambly
2002-03-20 - dumb-me
2002-03-20 - shall-o
2002-03-20 - bother me
2002-03-19 - study break
2002-03-19 - i miss you
2002-03-19 - desireless
2002-03-18 - man is man's best friend
2002-03-18 - a freakin novel about me
2002-03-17 - drugs!
2002-03-17 - email i never sent
2002-03-17 - recap, some thoughts....blah yadda
2002-03-15 - god is me
2002-03-15 - BIG HUGE nerd
2002-03-14 - hopelessless
2002-03-14 - bad mood
2002-03-14 - stuff is stuff
2002-03-14 - like like
2002-03-14 - search for something real
2002-03-13 - self improvement thoughts - vol 1
2002-03-13 - screams
2002-03-13 - exchanging pain
2002-03-13 - are u a-round
2002-03-13 - velvety
2002-03-13 - on the poz
2002-03-12 - the last straw?
2002-03-12 - crap
2002-03-11 - okay now
2002-03-11 - bad bad
2002-03-11 - torture-ish
2002-03-11 - number one million and one
2002-03-11 - never very creative with these anymore
2002-03-11 - dream
2002-03-10 - poor everyone
2002-03-10 - me me me
2002-03-10 - truth can sometimes sound like lies
2002-03-10 - SURPRISE!!!
2002-03-08 - i call it "the end of the week"
2002-03-08 - life hanging in the balance (WOoooo!!)
2002-03-07 - ugh baby
2002-03-07 - break-fast
2002-03-06 - tired?sore?
2002-03-06 - bitten
2002-03-05 - twenty
2002-03-05 - lazy
2002-03-04 - LOST/alone/doing ok
2002-03-04 - all about me
2002-03-03 - passion
2002-03-03 - more, more!!!
2002-03-03 - defenseless
2002-03-01 - trying....i'm trying
2002-03-01 - saying goodbye
2002-03-01 - back down
2002-03-01 - bad morning
2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.