2004-11-29 - PRE GRE
2004-11-10 - read me
2004-11-10 - eat michael moore
2004-11-04 - blah
2004-10-31 - who are you?
2004-10-27 - i have no problem saying goodbye
2004-10-25 - i like you
2004-10-21 - throat fix plus politix
2004-10-09 - happy b-day daniela
2004-10-03 - necessary evolution
2004-10-02 - my funny family
2004-10-02 - your choice
2004-10-01 - thought you did, but you don't
2004-09-27 - i'm a nerd
2004-09-27 - eat shit
2004-09-26 - she took everything
2004-09-26 - walls for feet
2004-09-25 - i guess this was goodbye
2004-09-25 - ,ZNBLNKJHN;CDK
2004-09-24 - that's just how it has to be
2004-09-23 - textbook failure
2004-09-22 - the world of tomorrow... today!
2004-09-19 - why do i have to think of something creative every time i share my thoughts?
2004-09-18 - make this a song
2004-09-17 - destroyed
2004-09-16 - more extended painful discussion
2004-09-16 - spin the wheel raggedy man
2004-09-14 - long bitcvh about insecurities
2004-09-12 - eventually
2004-09-12 - completely stuck
2004-09-12 - going mad
2004-09-11 - -
2004-09-11 - PLEASE SOMEBODY KILL ME
2004-09-10 - this is the excitement that is my life
2004-09-10 - can't let go of anything
2004-09-09 - another apology
2004-09-09 - going.... going....
2004-09-09 - me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me
2004-09-09 - am i better or worse? i can't tell
2004-09-08 - TMV TIX!!!
2004-09-08 - presale
2004-09-06 - slim liminal grim
2004-09-05 - i've not got mail
2004-09-04 - the good the bad and the lonely
2004-09-03 - lingering longing
2004-09-03 - i'm without my love
2004-09-02 - goodbye.... for now
2004-09-01 - tie up my hands
2004-09-01 - sinless city

2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.

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