2004-08-29 - stepping over imaginary lines
2004-08-29 - open doors
2004-08-28 - I MISS YOU SO MUCH
2004-08-25 - i need a shower
2004-08-19 - take 3
2004-08-12 - FUCK YOU
2004-08-12 - i won't die until the rest of you fuckers get what you deserve
2004-08-11 - anywhere but here
2004-08-07 - unmentionable
2004-08-05 - fear and loathing in a new place
2004-07-28 - if...
2004-07-28 - rowing sheep smiles for the dead
2004-07-28 - its gone
2004-07-28 - i'm cool.... well i'm not but sometimes it doesn't matter
2004-07-27 - least of all
2004-06-12 - all sober with no place to go
2004-06-08 - /////
2004-06-07 - homesick
2004-06-05 - empty and fucking hopeless
2004-06-05 - empty and fucking hopeless
2004-06-02 - i thought you were alright but i wouldn't die without you by my side
2004-06-01 - more about too much
2004-06-01 - the american dream
2004-06-01 - nocturne
2004-06-01 - i didn't hear no bell

2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.

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