2004-05-31 - nearing the end of nothing
2004-05-31 - i would kill for you. please ask me to kill for you...
2004-05-29 - long (and mostly happy) update
2004-05-25 - tense argument
2004-05-22 - life sucks
2004-05-18 - calm blue ocean
2004-05-13 - CAPS
2004-05-13 - great night
2004-05-13 - sleepyface
2004-05-12 - upper
2004-05-09 - which will
2004-05-09 - good day
2004-05-09 - sober
2004-05-09 - code red
2004-05-06 - just the two of us
2004-05-06 - is it heavier than air?
2004-05-02 - you take the elevator, i'll take the stairs
2004-04-22 - anti-hetero
2004-04-21 - Mc++
2004-04-20 - decaf
2004-04-20 - weak centri-petal
2004-04-15 - just bums me out to remember...
2004-04-13 - boo-hoo-ray
2004-04-13 - cliches that don't rhyme
2004-04-09 - ten lick star false set
2004-04-08 - muted mandarin whisper
2004-04-08 - one week
2004-04-05 - blinkie biclops
2004-03-25 - i am
2004-03-25 - a brothel's bedpan filled with demimonde lice
2004-03-21 - beyond belief in the help i require just to exist at all
2004-03-20 - grey painter degenerate
2004-03-19 - self-centralization
2004-03-16 - starting over
2004-03-15 - back to normal?
2004-03-15 - -
2004-03-15 - look out below

2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.

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