2001-11-30 - so fast!
2001-11-30 - surrounding you
2001-11-29 - can i borrow a dollar?
2001-11-27 - kill me i'm a bum
2001-11-26 - i don't know
2001-11-25 - generic lacking
2001-11-21 - plus two
2001-11-20 - met a girl
2001-11-20 - dream girl
2001-11-20 - what goes up must......go higher
2001-11-19 - imanidiot
2001-11-17 - recapkneecap
2001-11-16 - cinderella
2001-11-15 - mind scramble
2001-11-15 - happy drink
2001-11-14 - killing time
2001-11-13 - mad house
2001-11-11 - idle
2001-11-11 - night dreamer
2001-11-10 - scream
2001-11-10 - sloppy thoughts about the black and white
2001-11-10 - please don't hurt me
2001-11-09 - lovin' ain't livin'
2001-11-08 - warning!
2001-11-08 - sleepyhead
2001-11-08 - a question mark
2001-11-07 - thought of no thinking
2001-11-06 - can't....move
2001-11-05 - just get it
2001-11-04 - a better bruiseder life
2001-11-02 - kick me
2001-11-01 - me + ?
2001-11-01 - friend
2001-11-01 - these are a few of my favorite things
2001-11-01 - 'C' me to sleep
2001-10-30 - jam on ...my peanut butter
2001-10-30 - turtle
2001-10-29 - love shown
2001-10-29 - put it off
2001-10-28 - sleeping now
2001-10-28 - lots of positivE
2001-10-26 - bachelorette
2001-10-26 - i'm the disposable friend
2001-10-25 - emoting
2001-10-24 - menolikey
2001-10-21 - cleanliness is happiness
2001-10-20 - naked girl
2001-10-20 - Tremory
2001-10-20 - meh-day
2001-10-19 - lazy
2001-10-13 - Saturnight
2001-10-13 - saturday dreams

2007 : Two entries in a year. Must mean I was too bust doing drugs and trying not to flunk out of school.
Spring-Fall - 2006 : Stuff
Winter - 2006 : Northridge (?) I dunno.
Fall - 2005 : Starting school again. Moving From Vegas to LA.
Summer - 2005 : I wrote two entries during these months, I was mostly working.
Spring - 2005 : Just workin', chillin, feeling a little better kinda.
Winter - 2005 : I end up in the hospital due to an overdose and a lot of self-mutilation. Then I get a job.
Fall - 2004 : Beginning my days in Vegas. Studying for GREs. Lots of Depression. Big surprise.
Summer - 2004 : Continuing harsh emotional period. Last of Davis. Bye Bye CA.
Spring - 2004 : Last of the regular meth use. Undergrad coming to an end. Off an on sober time, harsh emotional period
Winter - 2004 : Junkyard full of false starts. Beginning the slow painful recovery
Fall - 2003 : Things get clear, and a little too spun. Elliott Smith dies. I give up on life for a few months
Summer - 2003 : Cancun and a lot of drugs, but not at the same time
Spring - 2003 : Fun in Davis. Much sadness, as always. The US goes to "war"
Winter - 2002-2003 : Elliott Smith; LA times two. A brief crisis in between.
Fall - 2002: New school year. Nothing huge.
Summer - 2002: Failed productivity. Drugs and Drama.
Spring - 2002: Lingering sadness, learning to live again.
Winter 2001-2002 : Most eventful (painful) thus far. The Sabira Saga begins.
Fall - 2001: It begins. A new start in Davis. General sadness and loneliness.

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