2008-09-15 - 4:33 a.m.
i miss heroin
again
but anyways here i am still kickin...after getting evicted because of some bullshit and being kicked out with no home and no money for something i didn't do i'm starting to get back on my feet. (i'll probably fill in the details at another time)
i just got my internet hooked back up. i got a cool new apatment in a much cooler part of cool harlem. on the very same block where most of my drug dealers live (by accident! too bad i'm committed to getting clean...) i'm back in school and i managed to get free of my habit just in time to not be homeless and otherwise broke etc.
back to the very same place i've been a million times where i say i'm free of this shit and moving up and on.whatever. i like my new place and my lack of a girlfriend (not that i particluarly enjoy being alone but definitely the lack of extraneous responsibilities) and my chances of having a year or so of kick ass success before... let's face it... this all probably happens all over again.
it's late. i just felt like saying some of that. mainly the first part because i had to get it out somehow without acting on it. good night and i hope to speak to you again soon <3