1997-01-14 - 11:27 p.m.
what's with me just making an ass out of myself with everyone. i feel like all i've done lately is look stupid and make people think i'm an idiot. the great thing is it doesn't really get me depressed. i'm really starting to feel so much more accepting of my own faults and failures and mistakes, without dwelling on them and allowing things that really don't matter to tear me apart.
i am not very articulate am i? maybe i AM but rather than having a problem expressing thoughts and feelings i have a problem understanding them and thus my own expressions seem inadequate.
more more more. no wait i meant to say less less less. oh crap, too late. move on...