2002-03-28 - 12:16 a.m.
wow, so i faced her. it was about as bad as i had feared, in fact probably worse. ugh, i hate hurting someone. i hate it more than being hurt, i wish i was the one who was hurting tonight instead of her, especially since it was my fault. This happened because i'm stupid. I saw her driving away and just imagined her crying...how could i let myself do that to someone? Why is it that i just fuck over everybody that tries to get close to me? i hate this so much, she hates it more i'm sure.
i'm high, i'm going to watch TV, i'm going to not be able to wait till tomorrow, oh what a day it's going to be.